Is Christmas Time!

Christmas is time to share ...

Getting closer to the ones you care and you love

Is time for traditions, to recall memories

and express all your love.

Is to see how life and magic are expressed

in a group of kids walking down the streets

all dress up ...dancing and laughing

Or with three old ladies

sitting on their chairs ..lightening candles

and praying faithfully to God.

Is neighbors sharing puddings, bread and cakes

or families meeting around a manger

sharing christmas carrols and more.

Is the city dressing up

with lights, the streets full of red, green and white.

Kids dreaming with toys , and giving to others

the chance of make dreams come true.

Is this the christmas spirit ?

thats how I sense it is ..

Maybe, not always is possible

maybe not everyone live it like this..

But in my heart the is still a girl

that have faith, hope and believe.

Thats the way Christmas is for me!!

CECGO66

THANKSGIVING

I JUST CAN SAY TODAY..
THANKS GOD
FOR ALL WHAT I HAD BEEN BLESSED WITH..
THANKS FOR WHAT I HAVE EXPERIENCED
AND WHAT I HAVE LIVED!

FOR ALL WHAT LIFE HAD LET ME ENJOYED
AND LEARNED ABOUT..
FOR EVERY MOMENT
EVERY SECOND WHEN I CAN SEE HIM
IN ALL WHAT SURROUNDS ME..

THANKS FOR THE ROSE
AND THE DROP FALLING ON MY FACE
THANKS FOR THE TREE
AND THE BIRD THAT WELCOME ME EVERY DAY
THANKS FOR THE KIDS THAT SMILE
NATURALLY AND TEACH US
TO ENJOY EACH SECOND
EACH GIFT

THANKS FOR THE WORDS
THAT LIFE USES
TO TELL ME SOMEONE IS TAKING CARE OF ME.
THANKS FOR ALL THOSE
THINGS THAT HAPPEN SUDDENLY
AND THAT ONLY TIME LET ME
UNDERSTAND
WHY ..WHY THEY SHOULD BE.

AND NOW ..

TODAY
I MUST SAY.. AND I AGREE TOTALLY

THANKS FOR YOU
...
FOR YOU! AND ALL WHAT THAT MEANS..
FOR THE FEELING
HAS GROWN
FOR THE SENSE
AND SCENT YOU HOLD
FOR THE MOMENT
FOR THE DREAM
BUT SPECIALY FOR BEING YOU

I JUST OFFER YOU THE WINDOW TO FLY INTO FANTASY.

CECGO66

YOUR PRINCESS

I want to be ..
the princess of your story tale
I want to be ..
the sweet lady
that will help you dream
even being here
and not close enough
as if I were there
next to me!

I want to be
The one...
the beloved
Even the one...
You had been thinking off
and you ..
had been searching for!

What do you feel?
¿Could I be her?
¿The one for you?
Or you have already
found her ...
in the magic scene

And I am just the fairy
of your fairy tale?
Which will never be.

CECGO66

I´m amazed with the science inside of Me!

To be amazed ...
with my science ..
is nothing more but the possibility
of being surprise by the universe ,
by the whole world
and by me.
To get involved with all my soul
with all my self
Just totally.

Is the possibility
to discover in the rainbow
all the range of multiple colors
and the one the ray of life
inside of Me.

Is to see in the knowledge ocean
thats there is no limits
cause always out there
there will be a wave
to take me flouting
far away..
In a smooth or stormy trip
of all what I want to see
very deep into the sea...

Who knows to where it will be?

Is to get surprise
with the thunder
breaking in the black night
like my ideas
does into my mind
when I need to feel more free.

Is to enjoy the endless growing jungle
like I enjoy the possibilty
of learning day by day
and with all my liberty
outside and inside of me; specially!!!
Inside of Me.

And you ? Do you let your self to be amazed?
CECGO66

Me Asombro con la Ciencia que hay en Mi!

No es más que la posibilidad

de maravillarse con el universo y con el mundo

a través de los sentidos

Con todo mi ser!

Es la posibilidad
de descubrir en el arco iris
la gama de mil colores
que vibran dentro de mi.

Es ver en el océano del conocimiento
que no hay limites
pues siempre habrá una ola
que me lleve como al ébano
Mas allá..
En un suave, y ¿porque no?
en un tormentoso viaje
del querer más y más.

¿ Incluso del querer partir... ?

Es sorprenderme con
el rayo de luz que rompe en la oscuridad
como lo hacen mis ideas
cuando quiero saber más ...

Es regocijarme
con la jungla
como me fascino y me encanto
con mi inmensa posibilidad
de crecer..¡Mas y mas ?
y más allá.

Y Tú?? Te asombras ??

CECGO66

MY RAINBOW

YOU BRIGHT MY LIFE UP
WITH YOUR COLORS
AND MELODY.

YOU HAD BUILD

A MAGIC BRIDGE

BETWEEN

ME AND THE INFINITIVE.

I FEEL LIKE

ONE DAY

THE FANTASY SOUND

OF COLORS

WILL MAKE US SPARK

SHINNY AND CLEARLY.

CECGO66

Ok is just Time

NOW AND HERE

IS JUST

TIME TO

WAKE UP!

STOP MYSELF

DREAMING

AND

MOVE ON...

EVEN WHEN MY HEART

KEEPS HOLDING ON!

CECGO66

Lys, lis and liz

To dream about it ..

is to dream about him.

About friendship

loyalty,

and for sure serenity.

Is a flower paper

is sincerity,

is I´ll let you go

with a farewell

hard and calmly..

I´ll will let you free.

Lis, lys or liz is..

A sweet part of Me..

Is the purple flower

that I bought for thee.

CECGO66.

SIMPLY

Simply,

and just like that

I´ve realized ..

as time passed by

that..

I need you,

I miss you

I wish you.

And even that

I´ve already started

to LOVE you

with out medicine..

With out stepping back.

CECGO66

BLUE EYES!

Sights full of wondering
hided in a ocean of dreams,
emeralds of joy and content fears
in a solitude silent voice.

Joyful sights
that show up naive,
and turn into
a passionate hypnosis
of you and me
together instantly.

Sights full of tenderness
huggable refugee,
expressing timidly
a truly sent
a sweet feeling

Connected sights
assembled in the night,
a memory film
presented on real time
as it should be.

Sights that would not be there
from the one I love.
But during the night
looking to the sky
I would find instantly
the face of You shinnying brightly.

Cause you live
deeply inside of me
in my mind and heart
And in my memory.


CECGO66

LOOKING FOR YOU

I was not looking for something
cause I was so sure,
It was forbidden for me
to find something ..like this!

But at the same time,
I was searching and not for it...
cause you are my dream.

Is was so difficult to close
my eyes and not making a wish;

Count ...
One, two, three
open them again
and see
that is done ...
I can hear your voice
and I can see you
looking at me!

That you are so real
and you are close to me
much closer than
my own dream.

CECGO66

COME WITH ME!

¡Come here,

come with me!

I need your touch and your sweet skin.

I need to feel

how you.. caress my soul

and touch me magically!

Just by and only... looking me.

Oh sweetie!

I love to see your eyes

giving me that look

or just staring at me.

Cause then,

I only need

to lie down silently

and by flying next to you

feel your skin

closely touching me.

Now, that I can touch you

now that I can look at you

I can see ..the wonderful

difference

between a truly feeling

and

limiting myself

just fantasying with You.

¡Come here,

come with me!

CECGO66

A day to dream with You

Today..

is a day for dreaming..

in our fantasy Love!!!

Maybe..

Some day.. soon

It could turn into truth.

Why not?

If we are two.

Or maybe..

is just Love.. poping back to Me!

Giving me the chance to beleive.

CECGO66

A cup of coffee

If we started with a cup of coffee,

we shall close with another one !

Until then.. We definitely can´t close this.

You know why?

Cause we are

like coffee to milk..

They can be fine alone

but they are great mixed.

¡Come ..and shake it, with me!

CECGO66

Lugar privilegiado!

Cuando las personas que amamos estan lejos,

es cuando mas cerca del corazón estan.

Y para poder permanecer en ese privilegiado lugar;

debe saberse con certeza, que hay recirpocidad.

De lo contrario, con el tiempo..

dicho lugar

poco a poco, se perderá.

Es que este es un lugar de dos

donde los dos deben sentir igual,

de lo contrario..

Que mas da?

La clave es...entonces

Reciprocidad!

Esta es sin duda la verdadera

posibilidad

de permanecer

incluso

de engrandecerse

en ese privilegiado lugar.

Fuiste paciente!

Y es ahi donde estas.

CECGO66

Fly Away!

Its about time..

to hold up back

the broken pieces

of the puzzel heart..

I need time ..

to hold up tight

to an invisible string

so I could fly ...

¿Who knows where?

¿Where I will land?

But it must be

a string of hope

a string of dreams

which hopefully

Will glue me up.

CECGO66

...

"¡CADA HOMBRE SE MERECE LA MUJER QUE OBTIENE!"

Y TU QUE TE MERECES-?

CECGO66

INVITATION..

I have invited you ...

to turn with me

into the owners of the night.

And ride over starlight's

until we reach the sun..

To fly timeless over dragonfly wings

and walk the secret love and sense paths.

I have invited you...

Well maybe ..vehemently,

to enjoy a never ending kiss.

And share with me your soul

to love us, with no fear at all!

I have invited you...

to enjoy with me the nights.

And blooming like fireflies

we´ll dance the warm melody

of love.

I have invited you..

¿Would you join me?

¿Would you open your wings and fly with me?

I have invited You!

CECGO66

Te Quiero !

With my eyes close...

I see You !

With my eyes open..

I look at You!

With my close hands...

I feel You!

With my open hands...

I touch You!

With my mouth close..

I talk to You!

With my open mouth..

I kiss You!

Then

I listen to you and sigh,

I breath and inhale..

With my five senses

I give it all to You

I wait for You..

with my five senses

Te quiero!

( Adaptation and traslation to poem written by Angela Botero by CECGO66)

ONE DAY

One day ..

You decide to give everything

with out caring if its too much.

It doesn't matter

Because you have plenty

In every gesture

you put your soul

Your own whole soul.

But even though
during the evening,
the magic ends
It finishes and fades away.
Inside there is emptiness
Nothing left
Just a vacuum space.

Without consciousness
we are aside,
right there
left one more time..

there,
on the right side.

But, because we are..
the way we are!
We open our hands
Being sure
that someday
the sun will raise ..
will raise again.

CECGO66

Gewidmet!

Love is...

Loyalty

faithfulness

tender

and caring.

Love is to be..

affectionate

compromise

and kind.

Love is..

joy, fun and humor

dialogue

and sharing.

Love is to be..

mad and crazy.

Is..

arguing, opposite and disagree

and to finally reconcile.

Love is..

attraction

mystery

and seduction.

Is..

wonder and certainly.

Love is ..

deepness

pleasure and passion

is also fantasy.

Love is ..

patience

conquer

to wait

and

let it be.

To risk, and to be ready for anything..

But specially ...

Love is respecting

yourself and the other

totally.

Love is ..

Not playing games

or make the other fear

principally.

Love is Honesty!

¿LOVE..?

Love is..

Me!!

CECGO66

I like ..

I like stories,

I like kids

I like fairy tales
and even fantasy..

But I can´t close

my eyes

to whats there..

And stop watching

what is reality.

CECGO66

SOMETIMES..

Sometimes ..

NO WORDS TELL MORE THAN MILLION WORDS..

CECGO66

Feeling like MARIO BENNEDETTI.

I am afraid to see You
needing to see You.
I hope to see You
hopelessness of seeing You.

I want to find You
worried of finding You.
I am certain to find You
poor doubts of finding You.

I have urgency to hear You
joy of listening to You.
I have good luck to hear You
fear of listening to You.

In summery,
I am with out hope
and radiant,
Maybe, more
hopeless than radiant
or either way.

Cause ..
I have time with out Time

The time..

that others leave behind

because they have plenty

or they don´t know what to do with it..

Time
in white
in red
in green
even in dark brown
any color ..

I don´t care really..
But,

that I can
open and close
as I wish...

Is good to tell
therefor
That I need time with out time..

To watch it pass by.
To get me close to a dream.
Or take it away
and let me be naive,

if it´s possible to be.



( TRASLATION TO MARIO BENEDETTI´S POEMS AND ADAPTION to me and by CECGO66).

Walk with Me !

Don't walk in front of me..

I don´t wanna you to pull or carry me.

Don't walk behind me..

I don´t wanna you, to be pushed by me.

Walk by my side,

so close that I can breath and so far that I can reach you..

And then , let´s us hold our hands

while we walk together

watching how are paths

trace an endless parallel road

as we passed by...

CECGO66

After a while..

After a while

you learn the subtle difference

between holding a hand

and chaining a soul...

And you learn ...

That love doesn't mean leaning
and company doesn't always
mean being right there.

After a while
You learn..
that kisses aren't contracts..
and presents aren't promises..
And that you must never expect.

After a while..
You learn that things..
that had to happen
no matter, they will.

After a while..
You realize the importance of freedom
And to be and Let it be.

CECGO66

Angela Botero´s Poetry (Colombian Author)

I adore to find people like ME!!

Drunk of flying dreams.

The PRINCE fear : to loose her

The PRINCESS fear: had found him.

The PRINCE: Do you know how to make love?

The PRINCESS: No, I know how to feel it.

The clue is:

not knowing,

everything, always.

And to feel it,

always, so much.

When you leave me,

You will be left

Inside of me.

For not really knowing YOU

or having meet YOU

I cared to much for YOU!

I´M

YU..

ORS

Only the instance

knows who I am !!!

Just it..

and how far I can go ..

for and with you.

(Traslated and adapted to my Story!)

CECGO66

I CAN´T STAND SPEECHELEES ANY MORE

Not today...today NO!

CECGO66

Can´t believe is You!

I Can´t believe its You..

walking back to me!

I Can´t believe ..

Life is giving us the chance

once again; to try to walk the path.

I Can´t believe how

the vanished and dark shadow

you were turning on to me.. Have already fade away...

And suddenly turned

into a sparky and shinny

HELLO AGAIN!

I just can´t believe is You!

Just here, next to me..

upon the huge space.

Welcome baby!

I´m so amazed!!!

that

I feel I can touch you

Once again.

that I close my eyes..

and see yours looking at Me!

Again,

I can raise my hand

and hold yours tight.

Once again, We can wait..

holding together to each other

¿Where would Life will take us at the end?

Oh baby!

Time will tell ..

Only time will organize the final puzzle

and give us the answer..

¿Who was right?

If my eyes ..that saw you come

If my hands... that were able to feel your skin

If my nose, that smelled your scent

My mouth that open to you and shared with you ll what my heart feels...

word by word...feeling by feeling.. drop by drop.

We will know if..

If my soul.. that had trust on us together

If my heart.. that had always felt and keeps feeling is You.

Were right!

Was you ,Its You, Could be You?

or ¿it´s just Me? ..Dreaming?

Once Again..

Like I have always done

when I think of You!

CECGO66

...

SPEECHLESS..

I´M JUST SPEECHLESS!
WACTHING YOU
WALK AWAY!


THEN ..
I´LL KEEP MYSELF
JUST LIKE THAT
QUIET,
AND IN SILENCE

ONCE AGAIN..

WELL...

I JUST HAVE NOTHING MORE TO SAY.
ONLY TO WATCH YOU
WALK AWAY!!

CECGO66

TACTIC AND STRATEGY

My tactic is
To look at you
to learn who you are
and love you just like that!

My tactic is to talk
and listen to you!
So we can build with words
an indestructible bridge…

My tactic is
to print in your memory
I do not know how
Or upon which excuse
but to be print in you…

My tactic is
to be honest
and be sure you are too
so we don’t sell
maneuvers
between us; both
And to be sure
There’s neither abysses
or thick curtains
Between us; both

My strategy is
however deeper
and even more simple
My strategy
is that one day..
I do not know how
Or upon which excuse
You finally need me.

Do I mean LOVE?

hmm?

who knows...

(Translation to the poem Tactica y Estrategia from wonderful poet Mario Benedetti- I really hope that it was well done by me. ..this is my interpretation of it .) CECGO66

THIS ABSENCE THAT SMELLS LIKE YOU

I have replaced
your hands with mines..
In this absence and solitude
That it smells like you…

I closed my eyes,
I dreamed you, by my side.
Kissing me slowly,
with your anxiousness
with your naked body
with your slightly touch..
touching me…
yeah touching me.

And my skin
Responding hot and sensible
to the warm caress of your touch,
like if it was rose button
in a morning sunrise
thirsty drinking every tinny drop.

With my body shaking
loosing my control…
And my hands crossing
all my nakedness
until they lost themselves
in the source of my passion
and crazy thoughts..

Like in so many other times
with my tense muscles
soaked and sweating,
almost breathless
I jumped into the delirium of silence
and wished for your body like never,
like now…
like before,
like always…
for feeling you
until we could both fall
won by the satisfied ecstasy of pleasure
of pleasing us both
Of love.

But you were not here.
I was alone.
And I had to replace
your hands with mines
trying to fill…
for hours
this absence and solitude
That smells like you.

CECGO66

LET IT BE...

Have you ever seen a ram?

Stamping its head against

anything that he thinks

its not letting him to go forward..

where he is so sure he must be

He needs to go?

Or he want to see?

He wants to get?

Or is stopping him to be?

Well, just look at me.

Have you ever seen a teacher?

Trying to talk about many things

as she had done a master

in life ..in living and letting things be?

Thinking that she is wise

enough to tell some else

what they should do or think?

Well just look at me.

Have you ever seen a psycho?

Trying to help others

cause he thinks he has the answers

the knowledge to guide others

out of trouble, problems and the deep?

While you look close to him

and you can see

how his life is just a crossroad..

marked by destiny

that he needs to keep

working just on him

just on him..

Well, just look at me.

So what does this means?

I am nothing more than a.. human

a human learning as everyone here

About life and living

Learning about me.

So the big lesson is ..

the only one possible

Short and clear!

Tough and easy!

and to be taken with out fear..

To let it be ...

like Lennon/McCartney

someday, already sang it as a song

Let it be!

LET IT Be

CECEGO66

DEAL!

If my heart would be able to fly..
searching for the most beautifull dream
I´m so sure , no doubts..
It will fly to you
And it would change
its magic wings
for your kisses and love so soon.
CECGO66

I´m Still Here !

If you can´t see me

Is because you are blind

If you can´t reach me

Is because you

you don´t want so..

I had been here.

Here I was.

Now, You only need

to close your eyes

and stretch your hand

And let me guide you..

To feel my kiss

to teach and learn

to share and care

the souls and sins

the goals and skin.

Oh! I sure know

I have my soul.
Who´s beating hard

as you pass by.

Oh! I´m so still here!

SO, HERE I AM.

CECGO66

EMPTINESS

Hmm..
You are out there
and I am here..

And I can´t reach you
you can´t be near.

There is no idea
What are you doing..?

But knowing perfectly
What you´ve make me feel.


So being sure..
that time.. time
is not a hope ..
Just anymore.

Is just a threat..
Is just a lost.

Once more..
And once more!!

Just need..
to let you go,
and watch you walk
walk away
with silent steps

No farewell...


CECGO66

...KEEP FLYING

A drop in the desert..

Is like an oasis
In the soul.

When the big sun
dries it off..

When the heavy wind
takes it all..

All you have left..
Is the rainbow!

And will help you fly away
Like an old wise owl.

CECGO66

SHOULD I?

JUST WANT TO
KNOW..

IF YOU WANT TO
STAY ??

JUST THERE.. WHERE MY HEART

HAD PLACED YOU!

WITH OUT ASKING..

..... SHOULD I?

CECGO66

TODAY IS THE PRESENT

Yesterday is history,
tomorrow is a mystery,
today is a gift,
that is why they call it the present

FRIENDSHIP

If our friendship depends on things like Time and Space,

Only and until we finally get over them

we would be turning our friendhip

into our unique way to relate ..

Then, and only then

we would finally be learning

the real meaning of Time and Spaceless.

Get over the space

and you will be left with the HERE .

Get over the Time, and you

will be left with the NOW.

And between the NOW AND HERE

Don´t you think my dear friend ..

That we will be able to see each other, a couple of times Again?

(Juan Salvador Gaviota)

I AM STANDING

AND RAISING UP

WITHOUT PAIN

TO TOUCH

THE RAINBOW...

ONCE AGAIN

AND ONCE AGAIN!

CECGO66

A kite

My life

on the air

like a kite...

And you at the end

of the string...

With out leaving me...

With out holding me...

CECGO

Maybe..

One day I saw you,

and I loved You!

Another day you saw me,

and you... loved Me?

The next day, you closed your eyes ...

And you never saw me Again.

Maybe..

It was that you never..

never saw my true eyes

really looking at You!

And telling you..

Hey, Here I am ! Here I am with you.

Maybe ..

It was just a Fantasy,

a dream for the two of us!

We will never know..

¿If it was this or was not?

Cause Love;

Love is a desicion, a desicion of two..

And both.

CECGO66

ARIES

"Doors that are closed .. Are part of the process.
They are not dramatic realities or definetly failness.
It all depends on how you look everything and how you react at it.
That´s way, you can´t let your self fall into exceptisim, or even less, to feel insolated by the problems you had jump into, lately.
Even you are passing through a tough process, this time has the clue so you can get to know; how much strengh you have inside and how wise you are and can be."

Thank You

Thank you ...FOR YOU!

For being there, for all you did.

For what you are and what you´ve been.

For sharing openly your big O soul,

for all you´ve give, and sweetness shared.

Thank you for..

Your friendly words and your support.

But baby, I specialy thank you once again,

for being part of this sweet dream.

Lots of Huge Huggble Hugs to YOU.

ME.

CECGO66

LIFE IS WONDERFUL

AND SO FULL OF OPTIONS

THAT YOU NEED

TO TAKE ONE STEP AT A TIME

SO YOU CAN REALLY

ENJOY IT

AS IT COMES TO YOU

CECGO66

I believe on DREAMS
I believe in MAGIC
I´m a faithful person ..
and I am sure everything is fine
And will be better soon.. as time pass by!
But right NOW
and right HERE
There is only emptiness.


CECGO66

Dreaming or Living

Amazing...
What makes to our self..
Having a dream
Having a goal..

And..
How much pain
is left in our heart..
getting to know
that all was lost..

Incredible..
How wonderful and magic
acts our soul
That gets over anything
and keeps moving on.

Once again
self, heart and soul
turn into one
And deams with a new
magic goal.

CECGO

DISTANCE

Distance is...
not the time with out keeping in touch
with each other

Distance is..
if we never get to see each other
Ever !

Comienzo del VIAJE-Starting a TRIP

" Un arbol que supera nuestro abrazo crece a partir de una pequeña semilla.

Una estructura de más de nueve pisos comienza con un puñado de arena.

Un viaje de mil kilometros empieza con un solo paso."

(TAO 64)

HAVE and no to HAVE are produced one to the other

TOUGH and EASY are mutualy balanced

LONG and SHORT are mutualy complemented

HIGH and LOW always relay one on each other

To START and to END are followed mutualy

ALWAYS AFTER AN END THERE IS A BEGINING.

SO HERE IT IS..

THE BEGINING

Feeling the NOW

Life is so misterious and funny. For some people just a critical situation has the capacity to break down into pieces the hard shell of the EGO they had take a whole life to build and has also the capacity to make yourself surrender, the capacity to force you into the awaken state. Death, sudden changes, and a deep lost are those actions that lead you to be reborn. Reborned from the dashes, once and again. But yes, only if you really wish for this.

At the same time, the mind is so tricky that can hold tight hidden into the ilusion of hope and wish for a new light, a new reason, a new way to help you THINK...that your EGO was right and that it might ..it might!

Nothing is for granted, nothing is for sure. So your mind acts in defense, believing that it will keep you safe, from pain , from being hurt. Is your way to resist to THE CHANGE, to resist the ACTION, the possiblity to give you the chance to start again. Is giving LIFE the chance of showing you that MIRACLES or MAGIC happens: to take the chance to really leave your EGO aside and let you self JUST ACCEPT.

Is this what is called the WHOLE the BIGGER EXPERIENCE? A surrrender act, a positive give up! Is to heal the pain and finally feel the peace and hope that brings the feeling of restart.
Thats what is all about: the clue is to decide let things be, be present and enjoy it. LIFE WILL TELL.

Is so easy to tell..Is so hard to break the shell. Beause all what you have done since you start the trip of LIFE is to build a hard one. My shell is craked down I know. I am in this moment of my life that could be easy to let it break appart or work hard to paste it safely and hard again. Let my MIND lead me into the reconstruction or into the SURRENDER and finally being able to EXPERIENCE me NOW. Just as it is.

Nothing to promess. Just trying to be AWAKE.

CECGO

HERE IS THE PRINT

Like I was writing yesterday. Life was talking to me, sure it did. Today once again it showed me what was trying to tell? TODAY I received the last news. My VISA was not approved. So I am not allow to travel to Europe. There is no formal reason written by them. There is no explanation. But even when men can´t do it, to give reasonable answers and can hide them selves between laws and rights , life has their own magic way to prepare you to those new events that are near to come and that you are not expecting them.

My heart is hurt, my mind is blanked, my trust is turning unfaithful, my soul is shocked...

Is so difficult to experience my NOW, my HERE. Cause I was hoping, I was expecting, I was planning, I was waiting, I was dreaming ...I was living in the future and not being concious of my HERE and my NOW.

LIFE told me this during the past two days. Hey! Open your eyes! Open your heart, open your mind. Be awake to life, because anything can be change in one second even if you are not prepared for this. Yes, while I was dreaming, waiting , expecting , planning, hoping ..Things changed and I couldn´t notice those advices life was giving me. I know, I had realize that changes happen suddenly and advices are there always expressed in a sutil way. They don´t want to be discovered, they don´t want to make things easy for you. Because they are ther to teach you and just want you to be awake.

I was to aborbed into my POSSIBLE FUTURE. The one to come ( That by the way will never do! At least NOT the one I had in my mind , I was wishing for!). I can see NOW how I was forgetting the TRUTH. The only thing real in LIFE and TRUTH is your HERE AND NOW.

HERE AND NOW I AM ONCE AGAIN JUST WITH MYSELF.

With my reality and ALONE.

CECGO

Trip to Europe

Why to start this Blog?

Some weeks ago, I decide that I wanted to start a Blog, only to to keep a written record of my next summer trip to Europe. So I decided, that I wanted to start it as soon as the Schengen Visa was approved. It hasn´t been approved yet. Is still on a process.

But LIFE has spoken and once again is telling me that is a waist of energy planning something that will take time to happen. Not only cause what is meant to happen, will happen even if you try hard to stop it. And because what is meant to come it will just come; Just like that! It will just show up with out any possibilty for you to stop it.

Time is only in your mind and it is there to create expectations to yourself on the future; which is not here yet. You are not sure, and will never be sure if it finally will be. Why to worry about it then? And the past, ¿whats the past? is nothing more than the things you had already done; that helped you to be what you are NOW ! But at the same time the past can be the regret thoughts about those things your EGO wanted to reach over anything and could not get them because it wasn´t your destiny to get them. Just because! So at the end, and in the begining all what you have left is the POWER of the NOW AND the HERE to experience the true and real life.

My NOW and HERE, is telling me that my trip had already started. And maybe is going to be deeper and further than I thought. Maybe not to a physical place in this planet; Maybe yes! I don´t know, I can´t be sure of this. Thats not important TODAY. Cause the real and important trip, I have started it 41 years ago ,and has been until now a wonderful one. I sthe trip of my LIFE is my LIFE it´s self. Which is NOW and HERE and is HERE in the PRESENT.

I like to write, I like poetry, I like painting, I like music, I like to cook , and I like to experience with the senses. And even when the senses are the minimum expression of an whole experience, for me is just the open door to enjoy the pleasure of the PRESENT.

I recognize that could be a mistake to get stuck only on this minimum part or expression of the WHOLE experience, cause I was just dening the WHOLE and BIGGER EXPERIENCE. But I believe that exploring my senses is the first step, in the precious way of trying to be conscious of my HERE AND NOW. Working with my MIND would be maybe the second. Can´t tell right NOW.

So I, welcome you READER to my Blog, and I hope that you will enjoy, as much as I am doing so, this unique trip I have started TODAY through experience of writting about my senses, feelings and thoughts in a worldwide formula: the Internet.

CECGO