9 May 2007

Feeling the NOW

Life is so misterious and funny. For some people just a critical situation has the capacity to break down into pieces the hard shell of the EGO they had take a whole life to build and has also the capacity to make yourself surrender, the capacity to force you into the awaken state. Death, sudden changes, and a deep lost are those actions that lead you to be reborn. Reborned from the dashes, once and again. But yes, only if you really wish for this.

At the same time, the mind is so tricky that can hold tight hidden into the ilusion of hope and wish for a new light, a new reason, a new way to help you THINK...that your EGO was right and that it might ..it might!

Nothing is for granted, nothing is for sure. So your mind acts in defense, believing that it will keep you safe, from pain , from being hurt. Is your way to resist to THE CHANGE, to resist the ACTION, the possiblity to give you the chance to start again. Is giving LIFE the chance of showing you that MIRACLES or MAGIC happens: to take the chance to really leave your EGO aside and let you self JUST ACCEPT.

Is this what is called the WHOLE the BIGGER EXPERIENCE? A surrrender act, a positive give up! Is to heal the pain and finally feel the peace and hope that brings the feeling of restart.
Thats what is all about: the clue is to decide let things be, be present and enjoy it. LIFE WILL TELL.

Is so easy to tell..Is so hard to break the shell. Beause all what you have done since you start the trip of LIFE is to build a hard one. My shell is craked down I know. I am in this moment of my life that could be easy to let it break appart or work hard to paste it safely and hard again. Let my MIND lead me into the reconstruction or into the SURRENDER and finally being able to EXPERIENCE me NOW. Just as it is.

Nothing to promess. Just trying to be AWAKE.

CECGO

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