HERE IS THE PRINT

Like I was writing yesterday. Life was talking to me, sure it did. Today once again it showed me what was trying to tell? TODAY I received the last news. My VISA was not approved. So I am not allow to travel to Europe. There is no formal reason written by them. There is no explanation. But even when men can´t do it, to give reasonable answers and can hide them selves between laws and rights , life has their own magic way to prepare you to those new events that are near to come and that you are not expecting them.

My heart is hurt, my mind is blanked, my trust is turning unfaithful, my soul is shocked...

Is so difficult to experience my NOW, my HERE. Cause I was hoping, I was expecting, I was planning, I was waiting, I was dreaming ...I was living in the future and not being concious of my HERE and my NOW.

LIFE told me this during the past two days. Hey! Open your eyes! Open your heart, open your mind. Be awake to life, because anything can be change in one second even if you are not prepared for this. Yes, while I was dreaming, waiting , expecting , planning, hoping ..Things changed and I couldn´t notice those advices life was giving me. I know, I had realize that changes happen suddenly and advices are there always expressed in a sutil way. They don´t want to be discovered, they don´t want to make things easy for you. Because they are ther to teach you and just want you to be awake.

I was to aborbed into my POSSIBLE FUTURE. The one to come ( That by the way will never do! At least NOT the one I had in my mind , I was wishing for!). I can see NOW how I was forgetting the TRUTH. The only thing real in LIFE and TRUTH is your HERE AND NOW.

HERE AND NOW I AM ONCE AGAIN JUST WITH MYSELF.

With my reality and ALONE.

CECGO